Conversations you wish you had...or need to have....oh boy

Yeah, about those...I've got quite a few of them, presently, that i've held off on because, to put it quite frankly, i'm a little scared to. Too afraid to tell a friend that, maybe, i had made a decision too hastily about something i consider to be very important...among other things.

And don't you hate when they don't stop bothering you? Ever? Yeah, i'm not a fan of that either.

It's so nerve-wracking sometimes, ya' know? To be sitting around in your house, day after day, thinking, 'Man. I really should give them a call..' Oh, Nellie Furtado. This is going to be one heck of a ride, ladies and gents, but i'm looking forward to some rather good times. Times with new friends and old. It's a pleasant thought, friendship. It makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, ya' know? That there are people you can just lay it all out on every good once in a while. What a pleasant thought, eh?

Forgive me. I'm still coasting off of that wonderful feeling. That little, fleeting 'maybe' that floats in and out of daydreams, whispering into your ear every once in a while just to taunt you a little further, then, as quickly as it came, it whisks away on yawn right before y ou fall asleep leaving you a little colder than before. And yet, the warmth of good days past still lingers.

Smell that?

It's hope.