The Ups and Downs of Deja Vu...
Well, so much for that retreat high, eh? It's a wonderful feeling, but there comes a time where, with that ton of bricks that it's so famous for, life smacks you around a bit with a great deal of things you weren't entirely ready for. You weren't ready for them at all.
You see, life has invented this great things that both tortures us and gives us so much happiness. It's called remembering. That's all it took today after rehearsal. Just a thought. One little knock on a door in my mind that i should never have closed and i was gone. Just as easily as it had come, it left and, as you oh-so-correvtly just anticipated, that wasn't the only thing life decided to throw at me.
It turns out that my mother is thoroughly convinced hat may sole purpose in life is to make her miserable and that the most effective may to teach me lessons, whether it be in driving or in life, is to mock/insult me at every turn and, then, when I say ANYTHING, and I mean anything, she immediately dismisses it as teenage attitude and becomes convince, once again, that I am her personal antichrist. Wonderful. Sorry, i'm being angsty again. I've no right to waste your time on something dreadfully mopey and depressing. Beg pardon, for that.
On a more positive note, I am fully recovered from my ill advised day of binge Cherry Coke dinking and no sleep. Man, that was a good time.
Catch you all on the flipside, wherever that is,
~Vinnie
You see, life has invented this great things that both tortures us and gives us so much happiness. It's called remembering. That's all it took today after rehearsal. Just a thought. One little knock on a door in my mind that i should never have closed and i was gone. Just as easily as it had come, it left and, as you oh-so-correvtly just anticipated, that wasn't the only thing life decided to throw at me.
It turns out that my mother is thoroughly convinced hat may sole purpose in life is to make her miserable and that the most effective may to teach me lessons, whether it be in driving or in life, is to mock/insult me at every turn and, then, when I say ANYTHING, and I mean anything, she immediately dismisses it as teenage attitude and becomes convince, once again, that I am her personal antichrist. Wonderful. Sorry, i'm being angsty again. I've no right to waste your time on something dreadfully mopey and depressing. Beg pardon, for that.
On a more positive note, I am fully recovered from my ill advised day of binge Cherry Coke dinking and no sleep. Man, that was a good time.
Catch you all on the flipside, wherever that is,
~Vinnie


8 Comments:
At 3:42 PM,
Unknown said…
trust me, i know what it can be like with parents and them not listening. i hope you guys can come to terms some time soon, but also remember: she may be your mom, but she's still a woman. she won't make sense half the time and insist she really does. i know i do that sometimes.
and i hope whatever door you closed doesn't have a very big window for you to look through. because it sounds like opening it even for a minute wasn't too great for you...call me if you wanna chat. if not, i'll see you tomorrow at the speech thing.
luv always
lady li
At 3:52 PM,
Unknown said…
you never commented on my comment
shakes head
Tori
At 4:18 PM,
Cellar door said…
i'm sorry, cooch. if it makes you feel any better, my mom suddenly stopped letting me have people spend the night for no reason. we can be angsty together.
and you know how we cleaned so much yesterday that the house was cleaner then before you guys came over?
it still wasn't clean enough. ha.
At 6:54 PM,
Esmerelda said…
yeah sleeping is a good thing, I think depressing is the one dwarf they left out. Try to keep in mind that you have no idea what your moms living, not that I'm taking her side because no one deserves to be put down, but just keep an open mind and know that life doesn't always suck or it wouldn't be worth living
~Em
At 9:54 PM,
Anthony Kayer said…
being angsty is apart of life...if there was no angst...we'd probably implode....yea....im pretty sure...hang in there buddy we're all here for ya... :)
At 4:50 AM,
Cap'n Vincent said…
Heh, don't waste your time. Right now you've got more important things going on besides Nick having an angst issue. That should be the least of your worries.
At 6:43 AM,
Anthony Kayer said…
Trust me...that is not the top of my priority list...friends....family.....bad shows im in....:P
At 1:56 PM,
Esmerelda said…
indeed anthony indeed
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