The Wisdom of Negativity

I guess what i've discovered is that, for those of us that enjoy doing things the hard way, and yes, Carl, i do imply you along with myself in this statement, is that, on occasion, you have to let these things bother you. It hurts. No one said it wouldn't. It's to be expected, though.

I guess it's part of growing up.

Ugh, isn't that nasty. 16 and already attempting to grow up. Nauseating.

But i mean come on, who expectd me to be happy go lucky for the rest of my life?

Wait a second...i smell a plot to undermind the good in people! I knew it! Negativity trying' to be a wise ass and snuck in the back door.

And here's where the rant starts...lol....thought i'd give you a little warning...

I guess it is in my nature to take this as a challenge, then, if nothing more. A challenge to be obnoxious without being an arrogant asshole....if that's even possible...lol...but why not try? What is there to lose? To be spazmatically happy with no regrets! To make my frineds from school realize what my frineds from YLC are talking about...who they are talking about, rather. An interesting prospect. It wouldn't be very easy, but it's enticing none the less.

I guess, for the first time, i've realized that happiness comes at a price. A price that one must get used to paying. Frequently.

'Cause happiness is a goldiggin' bitch.

Cap'n Vincent of The Regret
"The Ace of Spades"