A Weekend of Reflection, Fun, Disappointment, Deficiencies and Nothing to Show for it Save a Pair of Newly Shined Shoes

Indeed this is a weekend to remember. A great many things came from this weekend. Some more interesting than others, but all of them, save one, will change things. I have reaffirmed things about myself that i cling to, whether intelligently or not so, in order to continue with my life and rediscovered those things which drive me to the brink of cynical madness.

A disturbing thought, i know.

And i remember things that make me feel the wings on my back and remind me that i can take flight and soar higher than the stars.

A disturbing thought, i know.

:)

And I found these things, things that build anger. Useless, distracting, uncontrollable, unfathomable anger. An anger i have never truly been susceptable to before, until now. Things that don't really concern me or should anger me in any way, but drive me straight to that insanity again.

I know, i know.

And now i find that silent determination seems to be the only avenue of escape and silence, as you can imagine, is not one of the things that i am accustomed to.

And all i have to show for it is a pair of newly shined dress shoes.

Thanks for that Cody, it was worth the ten bucks. Well worth it.

Cap'n Vincent of The Regret
"The Ace of Spades"

P.S. 7.50 a shoe? That's ridiculous. Even for an impecable shoe, eh Carl? :)