A shot in the dark

Well, friends, it looks like that's what i got. It's like trying to hit a tiny little target in the dark and then somebody blindfolding you for extra giggles. Then you got this little itty bity target to shoot at. As if the odds aren't stacked enough in your favor, you're standing next to the crowd favorite...and it ain't easy to go against the flow.

Lemme' just say that, no matter how this whole shabang turns out, i think it's been worth the leap. It's been worth the leap of faith even if it turns out it was just to fall. I think, in this single edeavor, i have learned more about determination, persistance, willpower, faith, and being true to your self than i've ever known before. I'tll be worth it, no matter what, even with all the things I lost along the way, the chance to gain that one thing, the one person who really mattered, that, well, that just makes it all worth it. It's funny, one goes from no knowledge of any future at all to a sliver of a hope....just a sliver, and the whole journey seems to be worth it in the end.

I hope i can stay true to that, even throught the trials and tribulations. But, most of all, i hope that maybe, just maybe

I can hit that little target in the dark. Maybe, just maybe...well, even if i can't.

Doesn't mean i ain't gonna' give it one helluva' try.

Cap'n Vincent of The Tomorrow
"The Ace of Spades"